my perfect future half.

never feel tired for comfort me down, 
apologize to me even you didn't do anything wrong,
carry me like how you going to carry your future daughter,
holding my hand passing through the busy road like i'm a little kid,
discussing every single little thing with me even there's nothing to do with me,
laughing with me on a small funny thingy like a crazy,
trying to know what happen to me if i'm down,
crying so badly and telling me you dont meant to argue with me,
attend to my request like i'm the vip,
explain to me if i look so lost when i'm doing something,
making breakfast for me and still stopping me to help you along,
there's more to say,
but nothing more is important than where your heart goes to,
that's my heart.


thank you for loving me my future half,
my perfect future half.

  

the little one

Hey you! Welcome to this world! 

have you ever realize that you have brought so much happiness to the house?

you're adorable , you're cute , you're lovely.

there's still many challenges ahead waiting for you.

Soon, 

you gotta learn how to walk,

how to speak,

Soon,

you gotta go for kinder garden and started your very first educational level,

primary school, secondary school, university is the next and next and next level.

Soon, 

you gotta join the social life like what your papa mama doing now.

You will never know how is it your future but nevertheless,

please do remember that your life is going to be very amazing,

enjoy it, love it, and never give it up! 

Happy first month in advance,

from your lovely aunt far away in singapore and

your uncle far away in hongkong.

loves.

the one who love me the most ♥

thank you for giving me a chance to met you. 
i'll never forget how's our first met like. 
NEVER.


there's someone told me that before,
the one who love you the most is the one who make you laugh ;
the one who you love the most is the one who make you cry .


i was wondering ,
you're the one who love me , 
or , 
i'm the one who love you . 


and i realize i will only laugh very happily when i'm with you,
it proves,
you love me.


days after days,
i care about you,
i mind whatever you do,
i feel how you feel, 
end up i cried, 
because of you. 


whenever we argue, i just feel damn sad and the tears is like uncontrollable.
it proves,
i love you too.


you will never know how grateful am i to have you,
such a caring, loving, charming guy.


who will never bored with telling me " i love you baby! " for everyday.
who will never failed to do all the romantics things for me.
who will never stopped from loving me days by days.
who will never letting me alone and who will always cheer me up whenever it is.


thank you for being my no. 1 boyfie!
you might not the best for others yet you're so important for me.


a guy who wanted to make his own life better.
a guy who wanted to make himself look more mature.
a guy who wanted to give a better future for his families.
a guy who loves so much care so much.
a guy who appreciate me so much.

thank you loves! ♥

the days where i stay alone

time flies!
how long have i been stay in singapore?
1.......2........3.........is going into the forth months!
how blessful am i for given a batch of lovely girls , a best trainer in world , a best boyfriend who support me all the time , a caring mentor and a life with smile!
it's already the third week of flying for me.
though i'm just so stress everytime before i went for flight yet i still enjoy on what am i doing now .
i know that the worst things have not yet come into my life .
there's much more bad feeling that i have to cover for the rest of my days in this company .
firmly believe that nothing is gonna be nice to you all the time , and so ,
appreciate the best cause it will not last long ,
forget the worst cause it will not last long either!
that's how i going to comfort myself , smile when people be nice to you ; dont ever cry when people scolded you , cry behind the screen .
cry itself doesn't mean you lose , it just mean that you're mature enough to handle your own emotional .
who in this world have no tears? everyone does.
i believe that i'm much more lucky than the rest , no reason , just because i have a sweetest boyfriend in the world who willing to share my sadness with me , hold me tight whenever i'm going to fall down , encourage me to keep it on whenever i feel like giving up .
thanks god i have you , rmp! (:

stay strong baby!
it will be my pretty 18 years old in singapore , i mean i hope for it , hahaha!
a early merry christmas to the world , and to myself (:

off to langkawi in the evening! god bless! (:

Something there's first come in my life .

4 days more there's will be my first month staying in Singapore .
I'm fucking proud to say that , I'm doing very fine here , and i never cry .
Not even a teardrops (:
There's no point for me to cry ba ?
I've a bunch of batchmate who did to care me like a family .
I've my dear Jack who always accompany when I'm alone .
I've my dearest sister who always carry a lot of things for my daily life used .
And , I've got not enough time to do my own things not even to feel sad !
Being a crew is not that easy .
Is not only serving coffee tea but we've got much more things to handle on board .
Honestly , fellow IE friends , it's fun to have training but the test given is really not easy .
Get ready no matter in part of physiological or psychological .
You'll really stress to the maxxxxxx !
Well , supposingly enjoy with that but I'm not fooling around .
Just finish my first aid test last week , proud to say , PASS !
Well done MI 94 , ladies , we're always on the top of the peak :D
Hahaha , but guess what , the toughest part is coming around .
Suffering ! Two weeks more to go . Go ladies ! never give up !
Surely we'll graduate as a batch ! ♥
I think I've a very colourful life in my age of 18 which will never never delete from my mind .

My superman , who did to make me laugh non-stop all the time ,
thanks for singing this song for me .
I don't even get what's message you want to pass to me ,
I thought that's just because this is a new song , so you sing it :)
But I get the message when you tell me what's the song's name and after i reading for the lyrics .
Eww , it's sweet , and obviously I fall in love with this song .
It's really a nice song and it represent what your mind thinking ba ♥

Fun , with ♥ .