the days where i stay alone

time flies!
how long have i been stay in singapore?
1.......2........3.........is going into the forth months!
how blessful am i for given a batch of lovely girls , a best trainer in world , a best boyfriend who support me all the time , a caring mentor and a life with smile!
it's already the third week of flying for me.
though i'm just so stress everytime before i went for flight yet i still enjoy on what am i doing now .
i know that the worst things have not yet come into my life .
there's much more bad feeling that i have to cover for the rest of my days in this company .
firmly believe that nothing is gonna be nice to you all the time , and so ,
appreciate the best cause it will not last long ,
forget the worst cause it will not last long either!
that's how i going to comfort myself , smile when people be nice to you ; dont ever cry when people scolded you , cry behind the screen .
cry itself doesn't mean you lose , it just mean that you're mature enough to handle your own emotional .
who in this world have no tears? everyone does.
i believe that i'm much more lucky than the rest , no reason , just because i have a sweetest boyfriend in the world who willing to share my sadness with me , hold me tight whenever i'm going to fall down , encourage me to keep it on whenever i feel like giving up .
thanks god i have you , rmp! (:

stay strong baby!
it will be my pretty 18 years old in singapore , i mean i hope for it , hahaha!
a early merry christmas to the world , and to myself (:

off to langkawi in the evening! god bless! (: