thats LIFE :)

wheeee , i have been transfer to Kuala Lumpur (:

i am now stay in Kuala Lumpur Chow Kit Road ♥

well , before the day i leave , i have been stay with my loves one for a whole day .

actually is like so sweet what ! ♥

by the way , i am not going to talk any story about that , that is TOP SECRET ♥

so well , just used to skip it ! :D

i have been transfer to Kuala Lumpur on last saturday , that is 7th of May (:

is actually not that really wanted to stay here far away from family , but thats LIFE !

here's my Orientation look ♥ looks alike a professional Office Lady ? Hahaha .

everytime we wear this and take monorail to school , there's sure everyone looking at us yea .

Hahaha , cause aren't it looks weird since we will wear formal with a pair of SLIPPERS :D

today was my first lesson after my orientation , is like not bad loh ^^

here's , one of my senior , as well as my housemates in 15th floor , SJ showing me this ♥

her boyfriend is a photographer , and he send a big photo album to her on this year Valentines day (:

is something like wedding album , so sweet loh ! ♥

so is all about that , am will be used to Kuala Lumpur life , bless me yea .

time to offline and social with my housemates :)

FUN , with ♥

I need some days moreeeeeeee :'(

wheeee , i have finally done all the letters and cards (:
one letter and one card for my lovely mum .
another letter and card is for someone else ♥
oh yeaaaa , i have been prepare it for few days , today only i drive out myself and send it out to post office (:
picture shown here is my look without contact lens but with specs , without pretty clothes but with my pyjamas . :D

is the look that i just wake up , Haha , is damn much uglyyyyyyyy ♥
hope the peoples who receive my letter or card will be suprisingly for what i done for them (:
is really a tired day for today , drive my mum here and there !
went to bank , top to toe , tesco , and the store (:
it will be the last day i fetching my mum here and there , since tomorrow i will be hanging out untill night , and saturday morning i have to leave ♥
here was my luggage , my make up stools , everythings that i have to bring up to Kuala Lumpur !

hmm , am wondering did i forget to bring anything else ? am so nervous !!!
yeaaaa , there have no more times for me to wasteeeeeeeeeeeee .

seriously , i need some days more !
but the fact is i have to LEAVE ! it would not be change !!!! (:

thanks HookKen , my lovely cutieeee brother , who text me well and remind me to take care myself in the strange environment ♥ is feeling so sweet !
Teohhhhhh , dont worry , i will be take care there (:
please take care yourself too , will find you when i come back ! :D
kindly visit me if you visit to Kuala Lumpur , i will be bring you to the Toilet Bowl's concept in Sungei Wang , and you have to treat me eat :DD
TeohKenKen a.k.a TeohHopKin , ILOVEYOU yeaaaaaaa ♥

all for today , my eyes was feeling so dry and uncomfortable , since i had wear contact lens for three days continuously with a long period !
imma waiting for tomorrow yeahhhhhhh (:

COUNTDOWN : 2 days more to go !

FUN , with deeply ♥ .

Am Alright ! ♥

am like crazyyyyyy today ! i dont know why suddenly i got such mood to go out !
seriously , just wish to meet with him , nearly forget how did his look like :'(
recall back the day before he leave to Singapore , the day i went to his house .
he said he wanted to buy fries and ask mummy to fry it .
but the fries is OUT OF STOCK !
and this lazy worm , ask him go Tesco buy he dont want , beh tahan !
the days after he leave , i dream a stupid dreams for few times already !
thats a dream showing there ,
the day he come back to house , am suprisingly in his house too ! and what am i doing ?
FRYING FRIES ! :DDDDD
hahahahaha , and he was so shock and looking at me , cause i make the kitchen super oily !
by the way , it just a DREAM yeaaaa !
so am decided to visit his house with a pack of raw FRIES !
early in the morning after done all the things then i started my trip .
this is the first time that i am driving alone , without a people sitting by my side and said : slow down weyyyyyy! thats my mum quotation ^^
without my mum really scary one , cause i keep steping on the oil , and it keeping on increase on the speed :D
is like , this is the first time i drive so fast !
went to Jaya Jusco and bought a pack of KitKat , for the KitKat's addictor ♥
after that i found the Fries part , i wondering how come it will be so many type of Fries ?!
am not mentioned about the brand , but is the choices for the fries -.-
what crinkled fries , straightcut fries , shoestring fries ........
godness , i really dont know how to choose and actually i prefer shoestring .
but the fries is for him but not me , so must to ask him first lu ..
he called me and told me that DONT BUY ! cause his sister already bought it .
so i just pay for the KitKat (:
i lied the stupid again ♥ he ask me being with who in Jusco , then i lied him said with my mum , he really trust :D actually am alone .
after that i went to Memory Lane to buy two Mothers' Day Card , is extremely expensive . i rather i draw it by myself :(
i have only one mother , but the second one is for his mother ♥ thats why i bought two .
then went to the food court and bought Donashi for his family !

since i will be not going to visit his house without bringing anythings !
the Donashi is really cute and delicious , not that expensive also , 9 pcs is only for RM 11 ♥ . and there've got many diffrent type and outlooking of Donashi , used up 5 minutes for choosing 9 pieces ! :D hebatnya !
pheww , finally i can drive out from there and heading to his house .
well , he is not at home , not bad wert ! passing the Donashi to his mum .
Mummy was like : awwww , so cute ♥ ! it's really cute !
and so i have been sitting there for almost one hour , chat for many many things .
i had tell mummy that i will be leaving on this saturday , and i cry after i say this .
Ah boy scold me and ask me to stop crying :'(
hmm , chat for lots and lots of topics lar .
but once they said such : take care ar , you no problem geh lar , will come back geh mar , nothing geh lar , cry what lar , dont miss here lar , who you missing and worry on actually ...... these such things then my tears will automatically drop down .
this is the first time i cry in front of his mummy and Ah boy , is like .......................... very SHAMEFUL !
and Ah boy also said something to me secretly and softly , my tears was like - Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!
mummy gave me a big huggies before i leave ♥ and she keep ask me to text her after leave here , totally make me CRY ! but still want to smile to mummy with a redish face ,eyes and nose , i dont want them to see my weak looks :')
hmm , went back home on 1340 pm . since he is not coming back home cause he was with his gang of friends ....... is quite dissapointed (:
by the way , this is the first time i drive with a complicated mood !
cause am recall back all the things that mummy and Ah boy told me when driving car , and my tears drop down again and make my eyesight blur !
but finally , i went back home safety ♥ thanks god .

super thanks to my brother , WinTan . ♥
that he wanted to have a farewell gathering for me , but i rejected with some reason (:
REALLY , you are my whole life brother !
thanks WinTan ! and yet , Love you much WinTan ♥
be sure that next time when am coming back to ipoh and you have to drive me out for yum cha !
my lovely TanWinWin a.k.a TanBuiWin , ILOVEYOU yeaaaaaaa ♥ :D

and just now i having a quite crazy idea to him (:
that i wanted him to be my one day boyfriend , and it will be the end for us after that .
honestly , am used to appreciate this chance to finish all the dreams that i wish to done with him ♥
he have to bring me out to play to eat to shopping and all the money will be paid by him along the whole period !
am waiting for that day ! ♥

经过今日之后 ,

我发觉自己患有好严重嘅 " 选择恐惧症 " ,

睇怕应该都係眸药医嘅啦 :D

COUNTDOWN : 2 days more to go .

FUN , with ♥ .

Pre-Farewell ? ;D

my outlooking for today ♥ simpleeeee !

having a small farewell with Alphard's owner , his wifey , his daughter and my mummy just now (:
again , a chance for me to sit in his Alphard again :D
hmm , rich man life is like very cincai !!
once his wifey ask us want go where eat , then Alphard's owner jau say : Menglembu 东海 .
walao eh , we stay at Gopeng Road , sit almost 20 minutes car to Menglembu just for a DINNER !
ahemmm * my os for that time is : 吾驶甘大件事呱 @@
Hahaha , cause i never expect he will bring us go so far ..........
his 2 years old daughter , Yan Yan is cute ♥ keep play with me in the car !
and yeaaa , having Lala as one of the meals !!!!
know what , am Lala's addictor , his wifey too !!! ♥
is super yummy for all foods there !
having red bean pudding and fruits as dessert (: pretty nice pre-farewell !
will be having farewell again on thursday and friday ^^

is addicted to this snacks recently !
LONDON SWISS ROLL for STRAWBERRY flavour !
is my foods for breakfast , lunch , and supper ♥
thats the reason why i getting fat and fattttttttttttt !!!!!

COUNTDOWN : 4 days more to go .

FUN , with a sad smiley face !

面对着你说谎 , 很难 ♥

* ahaaa , this is the calender after you leave ipoh to singapore , is full with CROSSES :D *

你被骗了吧 ! 先是被我骗说会和你一起读ACS !
哈哈哈 , 我想那时的你一定愣了愣 !
毕竟如果我和你读同一间学校 , 就等于抹杀了你泡妞的前路呃 !! 没错呗 ? :D
放心吧 ~ 妈教我做女生别那么笨 , 硬要束缚着男生就等于自寻死路 !
后来你问的那个问题 , 还真让我愣了愣 !
你竟然问我吉隆坡那里几时开学 .................................................. :/
如果跟着我的计划走 , 我是不打算告诉你我要离开的 .
所以当你问我那个问题的时候 , 我竟然很心虚的跟你说 "我不知道" .
然后你激动的反应 , 真让我觉得更加心虚 !
只是我依然没有说出实话 , 反而是打太极似的把问题转到你身上了 (:
很对不起 . 因为我实在没有办法对你说 "我还有5天就得离开" .


我害怕你知道这件事以后 , 只是冷冷的回应我说 "好照顾好自己" .
我没办法理解你太冷静的回应 .
我害怕你知道这件事以后 , 立刻出现在我面前然后抱着我说 "我不舍得你" .
我没办法看着你那么不舍的样子 , 然后还要两个人哭成一团 . :D
我害怕你知道这件事以后 , 没有任何的反应 .
我没办法主动地说 "其实我不舍得你" . :'(
无论你知道这件事以后会有什么反应 , 我都害怕 .
请原谅我选择了最愚蠢的方式保护我自己 .
唯一能做的 , 就是静静的和你一起像平常一样过日子 .
直到离开的那一天 , 才告诉你 "我已经离开了" .
至少那时候无论是不舍 , 还是冷漠 , 还是激动 , 都于事无补了 .
就连想在离开前吃咪咪煮的饭菜 , 我也不敢登门造访 .


以后吧 ~ 等我适应了一个人在外地的生活 , 我一定会回来 !!
因为那时候我不会哭 , 我只会笑得很开心 , 很知足 (:
我真不想让你和家人看见我最无助最软弱的一面 .
生离死别 , 依然是我的死穴 !

信件会在我离开前的一天寄出去 ,

等着瞧呗 ♥

COUNTDOWN : 5 days more to go !

FUN , with TEARS (':