Welcome Back to Malaysiaaaa ♥

yeaaaa , i received his message today in noon !
is feeling kinda shock and suprise when receive the message !
i cant even trust that the message is really send out by his phone yea !
he din't cheat me (:
he din't cheat anyone that he promised before !
but we aren't that friend already lu !
dont know ? may be is too long din't chat with each other .
feel like we dont have a topic that can discuss on .
anyway , the pub is waiting for you , phewwww :D

YOU !

WELCOME BACK TO MALAYSIA YEAAA ♥

and for sure ,

WELCOME BACK TO IPOH WHEEEEE ♥

* thanks god ♥ thanksgiving ! *

COUNTDOWN : 7 days more to go !

FUN , with kind of reluctant .

A Promise .

pheww is already 29th of april .
as he promise everyone , he will be back before may .
aren't today is the last day he stay there ?
god knows ? he never contact with me .
and so , i wouldn't hug any hopes for it .
what i wish is , he wouldn't feeling shock when he reopen his phone by using simcard :D
since i had spam his phone all the time after he leave here ! wahahahaha !!!!!!!!
i think we couldn't not be able to meet up before i transfer to Kuala Lumpur .
phewww , 一切随缘 ♥
i wouldn't not tell him that i will leave here , I WOULDN'T (:
just make it as a ending up for both of us , i know he wouldn't blame me . hopefully he wouldn't .

P/S :

i wish i could receive a news by tomorrow that announce by him ,

that he is backing to IPOH !

and yeaaa ,

WELCOME BACK TO IPOH , LOVE YA *winksss ;) ! ♥

am now preparing the things that i have to bring it out to Kuala Lumpur luuuu !
wheee , feel like a bit frightened , a bit excited , a bit sadness !
Hahaha , what a zap ba lang feel ! :D
unfortunately , i terseliuh my leg yesterday :'(
i hope it will be recover before the day i leave !!!!!!!! grrrr :/

COUNTDOWN : 8 days more to go !

FUN , with ♥ yeaaaa :D .

School days ?

eww , went to Kuala Lumpur with my beloved mummy for a one day trip .
just came back from Kuala Lumpur (:
hmm , purposely is to visit to the school and hostel ! we took 0830 Plusliner bus and reached there around 1100 .
since the bus station PuduRaya is reopen , but i dont know where is it .. !
so , me and my mummy is like a crazy walking on the road !!! :D
my godness , feel like so pai seh like that !
hmm , bo bian lor , but finally we also found the stupid place lar ^^
thanks all stranger and police that help us before ! THANKS ALL ! ♥

the school and the office is at Jalan Bukit Bintang , a plaza name Fahrenheit 88 (:
is nearby , Lot 10 , Sungei Wang , Pavillion , Time Square , Low Yatt plaza ....... etc .
so i think imma be going crazy shopping with this ♥ awwwww !
went there and meet up with Karen* there, a officer that help me register last time in Tower Regency Hotel .
and Eelin* , a officer too !
Claire* , a senior , even she is same age with me !
since she join the earlier intake , so i have to call her Claire senior. Haha.
she is the one i wanna thanks the most !
is Claire* call me and explain many things with me , then only i feel like wanna study this course !
SHE CHANGE MY LIFE , SERIOUSLY !
and Adrian* , a senior too . meet up with him in schools and he is quite tall and thin !
and Ms. Chong* , our school headmastress , is a kind woman !
and Mr.DontKnow* , i dont know his name lar ! aiyo , he is our school headmaster , is boss !
he is a fat indian guy with a big tummy ! Hahahaha .
he know to talk many types of language ! husband to Ms.Chong* ♥
and KinMun* , a senior , Ipoh lang ! from Pasir Puteh ! ex-SMI student .
i have to thanks to him too ! he is the one who came out from hostel to school just to bring me back to hostel and visit for it :D
and SweeLee* , a senior , girlfriend to KinMun* , and she will be my housemate (:
as a conclusion for school parts , everyone looks kindly !
oh yea , and well-descipline , highly manners !
once they saw someone come in , they will say " Mr/Ms XXX , morning ! " loudly !
and shake hand shake hand and shake hand :D
saw who also have to shake hand !

well , after meet up with my future coursemates and senior ,
i went to Sungei Wang with my mummy (:
purposely is to buy some formal outfit for me . but we cant find any nice formal-t .
guess what , i met with Teoh ! Hahaha , i cant even expect i will met friends there !
wheee , he looks ...... hmm ... HANDSOME :$ , SERIOUSLY !
maybe too long time dint meet up with him :D
Hahaha , and saw Gary Kenny and few more with him lar , a gang :D

around 1330 , went to McD and having lunch there !
back to office around 1430 , wait for someone free to bring us back to hostel to have a look !
Karen* ask me to go schools for visiting some seniors that having class .
Goshhhh , totally make me shocked when Karen* open the door .
is full with seniors ! and they had pay a high attention to me with "Hi !! :D "
i sure got reply back with " Hi everyone . am May intake student , will be yours junior (: "
feel super shy lohhhhhhhh :$$


however , KinMun* , the senior who want to take me and mummy visit to the hostel ,
is finally reach to office by 1600 . Hahaha , super late one !
hmm , the hostel is at Chow Kit , Jalan Pahang .
KinMun* senior teach me the way to take Monorail , the way to back to hostel .
and what should i bring for later on when am going there .
Thanks KinMun* senior !
no comment with the hostel =x hehehehe .
went back to PuduRaya around 1630 by taxi , wasted RM 7.40 . grr :/
take 1750 Plusliner bus and went back Ipoh , what a tired trip !

since i was not sure with their name spelling , so i just put a " * " there . Subject to Change ? :DDD

well , the picture shown on the top is the three station that i have to mention about .
firstly is Starline , Pudu station , that i have to take if next time i reach PuduRaya and wanna back to hostel or school .
then is Monorail , Bukit Bintang station , the station that nearby my school . just have to pass by a busy road then there is my school located .
lastly is also Monorail , Chow Kit station . the station that i have to take if i want to back hostel !
so , it will be my new life what ! i wondering either i can live there peacefully ? :/

Officially , i am Inter-Excel Advisory May intake student , SookFun ♥
and i will have my Orientation day on 7th of May !

COUNTDOWN : 11 days more to go !

FUN , with deeply ♥ .

Oh my pretty babe , Xperia 10 ♥

yeappie yay ! finally get back my lovely phone this afternoon !
it finally came back to my side :D
as i posted in the older post , my phone was just used to upgrade the version (:
so my babe was really change a lot after i get it back !
feel like totally strange with it o.O
i have to use some times to learn it again !
all the games and applications that i download before is also deleted :'(
meaning that i have to visit to android market and download again !
Goshhhhhhhhh ! used up my time !
but then , after upgrade the version , many of the problems that i met with last time before upgrade , WAS SETTLE ♥
and my phone name is now become X10i . Hahahahaha !
i dont know whether the ' i ' is already there for thousand years ago , or just a simbol that represent i upgrade it for one time before .
maybe next time will become X10ii ? X10iii ? X10iiii ??? who knows ? :D
I DONT KNOW :D

the another problem for now is INTERNET !
as Iphone Blackberry HTC kind of phones , my babeee Xperia 10 is also can known as a " smart phone " !
smart phone is just like a mini computer , this is what the phone promoter told me this afternoon ! :D
peoples who using smart phones is kind of , you know , as known as high tech peoples !
cause what , peoples using smart phones sure is always online or play some online games thru phone !
is easier that we can surfing internet with using smart phones compare with some old mobile phones .
like my babeee Xperia 10 , android market is everything ♥
can download all types of free games and application there , but have to pay for the internet lar (:
and 'ya , i touched the point !
since my house does not have house phone , so even my computer also connect with broadband but not WiFi .
so i cant online all the time as it will be charges money if i using internet without connect with WiFi .
i just can surf for 0.facebook.com , a free excess from operator - DiGi !
but recently , the 0.facebook.com is not a free excess for my phone anymore ! grrr :/
everytime i surf 0.facebook.com meaning that i have to pay for daily internet usage - RM 5 !
as a poor student , i cant affort it for EVERYDAY !
what ? you ask me dont online with my phone ?????
so what the f**k i have to buy a smart phones ? is it better that i buy a cheap phone just used to pick up phone call and reply sms ? goshhhhh :/
so now , the phone promoter promote me to change my operator , form DiGi to UMobile (:
but i dont know what to choose !
UMobile offers a package that ,
RM 28/month , unlimited internet usage , FUP Quota 500 MB , NO additional charges , speed is up to 14.4 mbps with 64 kbps after 500 MB , validity is 30 days , and the bonus is FREE 100min talkime and 30 sms each a time you top up !
so , is it better than Digi ?
I DONT KNOW ! :D
i dont have any concept with that !!!!
so please , i need some HELP ! help me to analyse and help me to choose :'(

Oh my pretty babeeeee ,
Xperia 10 ,
you bring lots of problems to me ,
f**k off ♥

FUN , with bunches of ♥ .

拥抱距离的两颗心

心的距离隔得太遥远 ,
一时之间我也形容不上那究竟有多远 .
用试探性的话语问了你3个问题 :
1. 我们不是情侣对吧 ?
2. 所以你不是我男朋友喽 ?
3. 那我是单身呗 ?
你看似肤浅的寥寥回了我几个字 ,
可我当下 , 真的不知你心里用怎么样的心态回答我 .
电话另外一边的你 , 回答问题的时候 ,
有没有稍稍迟疑了一下 ?
心里有没有微微纠了纠 ?
还是 , 你想也不想就明确地回了我答案 ?
没有迟疑 ? 更没有心疼 ?
你真的很了解我 ,
3年的确不短 ,
我们都变了 ,
唯一不变的是 , 当面对对方的时候 .
我们依然了解眼前的对方 .
我是这么认为的 ,
我相信你也是 (:
3年里面建立起的感情 ,
3年里面建立起的信任 ,
3年里面建立起的了解 .
就算我们隔着再大的距离 ,
只要一句话 , 我们都马上懂对方 ♥
显然 , 你回我的那句话 , 表现出了你对我的了解 .
而我不做回应 , 相信你一定是认为我默认了 .
如果真的可以 ,
我多希望能赶在离开以前 ,
抱着你 ,
然后 , 歇斯底里哭着对你说 :
亲爱的 , 我不是任性的想麻烦你特地回来 .
我知道我是应该去懂得体谅你 .
始终 , 事业是比较重要的 .
所以请原谅我 , 没能提起勇气告诉你事实的真相 ,
事实的真相是我下个月就要离开 ,

可还有太多太多的事情我很想跟你一起去完成 .

看来是没有这样的机会了 , 我选择不要现在告诉你 ,

因为我怕扰乱了你的生活 , 我不想那样 ♥
你不在的这段日子 , 我想你想得快想疯了 !
我没能适应你不在我身边的日子 .
我甚至不敢接受妈妈的邀请 , 到你家去吃饭 .
我怕事情会像上次一样 ,
看见你的房间就想起你 ,
看见沙发就想起你 ,
看见你家狗狗就想起你 ,
我不想让你家人看见我为了你哭得那么惨 .
因为我不忍心 , 看你被你的家人笑着数落你 .
我疯得每隔半小时打开互联网 ,
看你是不是起床了 ,
看你有没有在我的涂鸦墙留些什么字 ,
看你有没有一些特别的心情要分享 .
然后每一天偷偷传了一些有的没的去你的电话 ,
想说会有什么回应 ,
但没有 .
我多期盼你快点回来 .
所以我特地在日历上 ,
以4月的最后一天为目标 ,
每一天起床就在日历上画个大叉 !
然后苦苦笑着 , 对自己说 : 又少一天了 (:
我多害怕让你知道这些事情以后 ,
你会骂我笨蛋 !
可面对你的离开 ,
我究竟能做些什么才可以不用这么难过 ?
亲爱的 , 我撑得很苦很苦 .
每一天装作很忙的 ,
就只是为了让自己少一些时间想起你 , 忧心你 .
亲爱的 ,
少了你的拥抱和鼓励 , 感觉真的很糟糕 .
我的心情 , 你究竟知道多少 ?

你的回答也清楚地告诉了我 , 我们是朋友 ,

一辈子不分开的好朋友 ♥

~ 隔着距离的两颗心 ,

即使抱得再紧 , 还是有了距离 ~

* 亲爱的 , 不许难过哟 ♥

旧情绵绵

刚才在想要更改某些资料的时候 ,
发现那里有一列的数字 ,
我习惯用数字去代表某一些很重要可是又不能被公开的秘密 ,
那一列的数字代表的是一个日期 ,
一个还蛮重要的日期 .
那应该已经是大半年前发生的事了 ,
那个日期记载的是 , 一个枯萎了的花再次萌芽的那天 ♥
对花儿而言那日期很重要 ,
那一天飘着淡淡的花香味 ,
不夹杂着任何别的味道 ,
花儿的主人看见花儿再次萌芽 ,
已经没有什么事情比那来的开心 ,
只是花儿又再一次谢了 .
花儿的主人也不敢奢望花儿会再开了 .

那是2010年10月14日发生的故事 .

是一段我们再一次相爱的故事 ♥

♥ what a nice song !

往事只能回味 ♥

刚才没事做 , 太过无聊 ,
在房间书桌下找到了以前的成绩册 ,
幼儿园的成绩册 , 小学的成绩册 , 还有中学的成绩册 .
对于过去的成绩我已经有些模糊了 .
幼儿园的成绩册上 , 贴了一张很陌生的照片 .
那是我自己 , 小时候的自己 .
可是我对那一个面孔的自己 , 没有任何一点印象 .
我忘了自己小时候长什么样子 .
我忘了自己小时候有什么脾气 .
我忘了自己小时候有什么故事 .
只是有时候 , 我也会依稀的想起一些片段 , 一些很零碎的回忆 .
显然的这些回忆 , 太深刻 , 磨灭不了 , 一直被藏在心里的最深处 .
原来小时候的自己蛮聪明的 :D
幼儿园的时候 , 就已经是班上成绩考在前5名的固定人选 ♥
书法OK , 美术也OK ! (:
直到上了小学成绩略略退了点 .
可是还是在水平以上 !
最丢人现眼的成绩 , 应该就是3年级的时候 .
精英班 , 的确不是我的容身之处 , 那一年的考试实在是糟糕 ! ):
结果退班了 , 才好不容易重拾信心 , 继续追回所有的课业 (:
六年级的时候还得过班级第1 . ♥
上了中学开始一点一点的退步 , 可依然在水平以上 .
中3评估考 , 以6A的成绩让全家都替我感到开心 !
只是后来也不晓得是什么原因 , 退步惨了 ):
中4中5的成绩简直就是糟毙了 !
中5评估考也只是2个A .
这应该应验了一句谚语 , 就是 : 小时了了 , 大未必佳 :D
我不晓得以后的路会是崎岖难行 , 还是会很顺利 .
我只知道 , 我对未来充满了太多太多的憧憬 !
我只要一个人 , 好好地走以后的路 (:
至于往事 , 也只能回味 ♥

Please awakeeeeee , please !

OMFG , YOU HAVE TO AWAKE , TUNGSOOKFUN !
PLEASE AWAKE ! DONT THINK THAT HE IS EVERYTHING FOR YOU !
AREN'T ! AREN'T ! AREN'T !!!!!! HE AREN'T EVERYTHING !!
DON'T LET HIM FEEL LIKE YOU ARE STILL LOVING HIM .
YOU ARE JUST A SHIT FOR HIM , YOU KNOW WHAT !?
SO PLEASE , AWAKE FROM DREAMING !
DON'T LET HIM HURT YOU ANYMORE !
SHOW HIM THAT , YOU ARE STILL ALIVE EVEN HE IS NOT AT YOUR SIDE (:
SHOW HIM THAT , YOU STILL HAVE YOUR OWN WONDERFUL LIFE , KAY ?
BOY , F*** OFF PLEASE ! I HATE YOU ! EXTREMELY HATE YOU !

BUT BOY ,

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU ♥

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU ♥

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU ♥

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU ♥

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU ♥

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU ♥

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU ♥

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU ♥

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU ♥

TOTALLY ADDICTED TO YOU !

HAHAHAHAHAHA :$$

Life Made Simpleeeee (:

Is officially a begger now , always beg money from my mum .

cause am joblesssssssssss ! what the heck ! is a terrible life !

is lazy to update blog , cause of lazy to open the computer .

is too easy to surf facebook thru phone , just need to type 0.facebook.com and thats all .

but what , is too unfortunately , my X10 is currently in the " hospital " .

used to upgrade android version from 1.6 to 2.1 (:

thats why am so free to update the blog .

will be getting back the phone on next week , maybe thursday .

cause what , i have to wait my lisence come back then only i can drive out to First Garden to get back the phone .

Peoplesss , can you imagine that i had pass my motor test !?

phewwww , i really done it , with a perfect result !

guess what , i have rasuah lar -.- so , nothing to feel happy . goshhh !

so now am waiting my agent to help me renew my lisence for KELAS D & B2 .

so peoples , anythings find me thru facebook these days , i wont be able to reply you guys by phone ;)

Boy is currently in Singapore , kinda miss him , not that really much ! :D

we are now less contact with each other , just sometimes chat some nonsense thru facebook .

can feel that he is being mature , cause of the new life there .

purposely is just to spend off the days in Singapore , a travel and working life .

as i know , he now is working in a pub , RED ANTZ PUB .

he work in nights , sleep in mornings , kind of life bringing him some tired feel .

i trust him , that he can overcome the days in Singapore .

lots of crossing sign on my calender (:

is to countdown how many days to go and he will be back ♥

and boy , dont forget that you had promise me that you will be back on end of the April !

dont be a liar ~ cause what , i just wanted to be with you before i leave ipoh (':

the days without you , am still alive ! ♥

just now viewed besties's bloggie ! is a post about further studies problem .

well my lovely sister , i have to tell you that , i really super duper angry you when you told me that you dont want to study UTAR on the last minute !

but we are friends , we are besties , we are sister ! you could have your own choice .

FUN is officially wanna apologize to you , CHYI ,

i have been too fierce to you , so sorry about that .

we are still besties right ? i know we are ♥

and a news here , i have to going to Kuala Lumpur on next month for studies .

the date is still waiting for confirmation , i have a full preparation for it .

and i wondering why i was so happy for leaving Ipoh !?

may be i just wanted to get a new life .

a life without any families members by side ,

a life without any friends by side ,

a life without the boy by side .

am now learning the life without the boy by side . (:

i know i will be forget him one day in future , i will always remember that what he told me .

is a deep hurt , a kind of sadness when heard that .

i guess , we will be stranger one day in future , when we really lost contact with each other .

he will got his form 6 life here , and i will got my life in Kuala Lumpur .

so am now really just wanted to face him like facing a pure friends .

but failed , i still loving him .

so what i hope is , i really can let him go after i leaving Ipoh .

am really blessing him to have a best freedom life here ! ♥

All for today .

- END -

I DO I MISS YOU :$

FUN , with ♥ .

* photo that taken in his house the day before he leave , 050411 .