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2011年4月19日星期二

Please awakeeeeee , please !

OMFG , YOU HAVE TO AWAKE , TUNGSOOKFUN !
PLEASE AWAKE ! DONT THINK THAT HE IS EVERYTHING FOR YOU !
AREN'T ! AREN'T ! AREN'T !!!!!! HE AREN'T EVERYTHING !!
DON'T LET HIM FEEL LIKE YOU ARE STILL LOVING HIM .
YOU ARE JUST A SHIT FOR HIM , YOU KNOW WHAT !?
SO PLEASE , AWAKE FROM DREAMING !
DON'T LET HIM HURT YOU ANYMORE !
SHOW HIM THAT , YOU ARE STILL ALIVE EVEN HE IS NOT AT YOUR SIDE (:
SHOW HIM THAT , YOU STILL HAVE YOUR OWN WONDERFUL LIFE , KAY ?
BOY , F*** OFF PLEASE ! I HATE YOU ! EXTREMELY HATE YOU !



BUT BOY ,

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU

AM STILL F**KING LOVING YOU

TOTALLY ADDICTED TO YOU !

HAHAHAHAHAHA :$$

2011年4月17日星期日

Life Made Simpleeeee (:

Is officially a begger now , always beg money from my mum .

cause am joblesssssssssss ! what the heck ! is a terrible life !

is lazy to update blog , cause of lazy to open the computer .

is too easy to surf facebook thru phone , just need to type 0.facebook.com and thats all .

but what , is too unfortunately , my X10 is currently in the " hospital " .

used to upgrade android version from 1.6 to 2.1 (:

thats why am so free to update the blog .

will be getting back the phone on next week , maybe thursday .

cause what , i have to wait my lisence come back then only i can drive out to First Garden to get back the phone .

Peoplesss , can you imagine that i had pass my motor test !?

phewwww , i really done it , with a perfect result !

guess what , i have rasuah lar -.- so , nothing to feel happy . goshhh !

so now am waiting my agent to help me renew my lisence for KELAS D & B2 .

so peoples , anythings find me thru facebook these days , i wont be able to reply you guys by phone ;)


Boy is currently in Singapore , kinda miss him , not that really much ! :D

we are now less contact with each other , just sometimes chat some nonsense thru facebook .

can feel that he is being mature , cause of the new life there .

purposely is just to spend off the days in Singapore , a travel and working life .

as i know , he now is working in a pub , RED ANTZ PUB .

he work in nights , sleep in mornings , kind of life bringing him some tired feel .

i trust him , that he can overcome the days in Singapore .

lots of crossing sign on my calender (:

is to countdown how many days to go and he will be back

and boy , dont forget that you had promise me that you will be back on end of the April !

dont be a liar ~ cause what , i just wanted to be with you before i leave ipoh (':

the days without you , am still alive !


just now viewed besties's bloggie ! is a post about further studies problem .

well my lovely sister , i have to tell you that , i really super duper angry you when you told me that you dont want to study UTAR on the last minute !

but we are friends , we are besties , we are sister ! you could have your own choice .

FUN is officially wanna apologize to you , CHYI ,

i have been too fierce to you , so sorry about that .

we are still besties right ? i know we are


and a news here , i have to going to Kuala Lumpur on next month for studies .

the date is still waiting for confirmation , i have a full preparation for it .

and i wondering why i was so happy for leaving Ipoh !?

may be i just wanted to get a new life .

a life without any families members by side ,

a life without any friends by side ,

a life without the boy by side .

am now learning the life without the boy by side . (:

i know i will be forget him one day in future , i will always remember that what he told me .

is a deep hurt , a kind of sadness when heard that .

i guess , we will be stranger one day in future , when we really lost contact with each other .

he will got his form 6 life here , and i will got my life in Kuala Lumpur .

so am now really just wanted to face him like facing a pure friends .

but failed , i still loving him .

so what i hope is , i really can let him go after i leaving Ipoh .

am really blessing him to have a best freedom life here !


All for today .


- END -


I DO I MISS YOU :$


FUN , with .

* photo that taken in his house the day before he leave , 050411 .

2011年2月19日星期六

my busy weeks ♥

i've got a super busy days in last weeks , well , is very tired !
and untill now only i got such mood and energy to update my blog , .

17.02 , the last day for CHINESE NEW YEAR (:
well , is a big day for every singles , HAHA , is the day to throw mandarin .
hmm , if not mistaken , that day are call as CHAP GOH MEI , 元宵节 .
attending to GUAN YIN cave with my sister , and a new friend , MACC CHUAH . * the one who became her boyfriend after that day *
reach there by 730 , is kinda near with my housing area .
met many friends there , ex-school friends , ex-tuition friends , and some facebook friends .
JKANG , KXUAN , HTYEN , KARU . and lots , but forgotten :P
and the sorpor HTYEN , pull me away from my sister and bring me for a adventure trip -.-
she keep say that she very very scare , leg also no energy , OH GOSH ! * bising betol ! *
have a nice day with those stranger , btw , we are now FRIENDS after we met that day



香港许愿树









19.02 , babe boy's mummy birthday . (:
it was the second year that i join boy's family for celebrate his mummy's birthday .
he went to my house and fetch me around 11 am .
after that we went to SEASONS cake shop to buy a cake for mummy , how nice
and finally he choose a CHOCOLATE-BLUBERRY cake after looking around for 15 minutes :D
hence we sent the cake to E-box to the stuff , is actually a suprise for mummy . (:
well , we went to KOPITIAM , that one at the downstairs of E-box .
he order a cup of 丝袜奶茶 while i've order for a cup of OLDTOWN WHITE COFFEE
and chit-chat for many topics there , no matter is about LOVE , FUTURE , STUDIES , or else FAMILIES
am wondering how long time we never sit down like this and chat enough enough !
went back his house around 1 oclock (:
chat again with him , and watch movie together , .
what was us waiting for ? we waiting for his sister coming back from school .
and finally , she get back home by 145 pm . ):
actually the planning was went for lunch first , then 2 oclock went to E-box , but failed .
so then after his sister finish preparing for everything jau start our celebrating lu
E-box was our main station , since the lunch have been cancel .
this was the first time i join his families for outdoors gathering !
GOSH , IMMA SCARING THAT WITH A STRONG HEARTBEAT ! HOW COMES ?!
luckily , i've got him by my side , he keep standing beside me just because he scare i will LOST from him . HAHA
families and him have been order 5 chicken chop rice , and shan order one more french fries .
once we go in , actually is a quite situation , cause everyone feel shy , why ?!
because got a stranger , that's me , sit there , sooooooooo , it happens this such situation . SIGH .
three of us that is his sister , him , and i am chatting with each others .
i don't know why we've got such many topics ! HAHA
while mummy , ah boy and SEAN are singing
the meals are send to us after that , and i had my first song in front of them , cause they all are enjoying the meals , so then , i have to sing , if not will very cold ar the situation .
OH MY FIRST TIME FOR THEM !
DON'T THINK OTHERS , am saying my FIRST TIME that SING INFRONT OF THEM ^^ !
i can't recall back what song i sing , hmm , MY MINDS WAS THAT SUCK ! :/
wheeeee , and the boy , feed me chicken chop and some rice too
and for sure , what am i focusing to say is : THE BOY WAS SINGING TOO !
if not mistaken , that was the first time i listen his sound come out from the speaker thru the microphone .
HAHA , he was singing 木乃伊 that from JJ LIM .
and this is the first song that we sing together how sweet !
happen something that make him feel paiseh lu .
cause he was attack by his families thru song lyrics !!!!! HAHAHAHAHA .
is so happy for everyone of us !
except him , i saw his sad face and make me feel so heartpain !
hence , i hold his hands , is the sign of " I WILL BY YOUR SIDE AND SUPPORT YOU , NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN " .
and we had singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY to mummy , and we ate the cake * yum yum *
the celebration end-ed by 645 pm . (:


his mummy





20.02 , the first lesson for MOTOR . (:
a scary day , that make me feel like wanna escape from this day ! )':
i have my first lesson for MOTOR after i get my L .
oh goshhhhhhhh , i still cant accept that i have to wear a helmet , start a motor , ride it , and shake my hand for isyarat tangan . ):
it was too hard for me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH NOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
scare untill not yet turn to my turn , i jau sit at side hand vibrate leg vibrate ady . ):
heartbeat strong untill my heart going to jump out ! ishhhhh !!!
urghhh , something that can't escape , meaning that we have to face with it .
was so f**kable , but then i did that ... i had try my best !!!
but unfortunately , i still can't pass titi . ):
and i have a NEW record , that was i dint eat for 12 hours and aboveeeeeeeee .
WHAT THE HELL !!!
i just have a cup of OLD TOWN WHITE COFFEE , a small piece of chicken chop , a spoon of rice , some french fries , and a small pieces of cakes . )':
i really not wanted to diet ! but just , nothing to eat ..
and untill i finish learning motor and eat dinner with families , kesian !
thats the reason why i have not enough energy to start the motor , push the motor . ):
OH GOSH , feeling FAINT that time ! urghhhh !
btw , i have done my first lesson of motor smoothly . (:
tung add oil please !

meet ah gan and tekyi musica there

have been pick up his phone call at the night , is actually to ask some simple info about passport , and things that have to bring .
btw , it was the staarting point for us , our love phone calling was starts on that night

21.02 , LOST WORLD . (:
early in the morning wake up , super tired !!!!!!!!!!!
but forced to do so , cause we are going to apply a passport
we plan to visit to SINGAPORE after get the passport .
main purpose is to accompany my sister for interview her jobs . (:
reach the building the place at JELAPANG , wait almost half and hour only reach our number .
after settle all the procedure , we went back home and prepare for going LOST WORLD ! wheeeeeeee , the boy had remind me to avoid wear white-t , nice one !
reach LOST WORLD around 1 pm and then we starts to play water !
that was the ffirst time i went to LOST WORLD !
boy , next time your turn to go with me
we play all around the area in LOST WORLD , is super hot . :/
prepare to back home around 5 pm . is super not want to leave ! hehehe .





















i bought a small fan at TAMBUN BAZAAR , a green melon





after that we went to 88 express bus station to buy bus ticket .


end the day by enjoying our dinners at MOMO STEAMBOAT

22.02 , free day . (:
is kinda free for this day .
went to the JELAPANG building to get back our passport , used up 5 minutes ONLY , good job ! (:
went to snooker centre with my brother , and having two rounds of snooker .
don't know why , our snooker skills was suck on that day ! :/
have a nap on my softly bed after finish playing snooker , super tired again !
cause of the day before this we went for LOST WORLD mar . (:
wake up on 5 pm , and prepare for the coming one day trip to SINGAPORE .
we sit 930 pm bus , is super cold on the bus !
and it was the chance for me to sleep again , cause the whole journey take around 8 hours !!
but then i also got text with the boy lar , he is actually angry me on that day .
but i just used up the whole period that we text to cheer him up .
he accompany for the whole journey untill i reached SINGAPORE
and before he sleep , he text me with a sweet message .
with a love feeling , he said he cant sleep , cause by miss me , and miss the maggee mee that cooked by me
my tears drop on that time , well , he don't know . (:

23.02 , one day trip to SINGAPORE . (:
reach SINGAPORE on 430 am .
GOSH , we have no place to go , so then we just sit outside the hotel for 4 hours !!!!!!! WTF !!!!!!
is cold , some more tired , sleepy !! ushhhhhh !
mou gai lor , dont have relatives there and my brother's girlfriend haven't wake up ..
so .......................... we sit there from a dark skies untill it change to bright !
from 430 am sit untill 9 am . KESIAN ~~~~
finally the girl was come and met us ! happy sei HAHA .
she teach us many rules and regulations there , and bring us visit to many places !
hmm , farrer park , clark quay , city hall , hougang , chinatown ...


at clark quay


have lots of fun and we used to learn how to take a bus , and MRT . (:
my sister work at hougang , a small mall in the housing area .
well , her interview was succes ! * congratulation *
she will be leave on 13 of MARCH , what feeling should i have ? SIGH :/
after finish all the things , the girl send us back to farrer park . (:
and we wnet to CITY SQUARE MALL for a short shopping relax time . HAHA .
and we having the 930 pm bus back to IPOH !
imma waiting the moment ! can sleep again , JENG
i love to sit express bus yay !!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DD

24.02 , the end for one day trip . (:
we text each other again
and this time not only text ! i still pick up his call , the feeling was so warm .
got a guy call you and tell you that don't be scare for sitting night bus .
a guy that will chat with you thru the whole night untill you back to ipoh safety then only sleep .
and it was all love contains in the heart , both of our heart
get back home around 4 am .
sleep on the sofa without bath ! :DDDDDDDDDDD
is hyper sleepy and tired , can't tahan anymore . HAHA .
sleep untill noon of the days only wake up , seeeeee , how tired am i , HAHA .

26.02 , a day out with love one . (:
opps , i've got a chance to hang out in the nights !!!!!
for sure i catch this chance to visit to his house lu
HAHA , what am happy for is , i've got a chance to eat dinner that cook by his mummy again !!!
wheeeeeeee , so long time din't eat 住家饭 jor .. and long time din't drink soup jor . X(
haha , the vege that cook that days all also my loves !
the vege , the ng can yuk + yellow bean , and the soup
GOSH , ng can yuk and yellow bean both are my loves !!
and after that days only i know that they can mix like that , was still delicious !
nope , should say ....... is MORE DELICIOUS after they mix up
how come i dont know can mix like that one , is super delicious one !
will be try on next time when i cook . HAHA .
and we've got watermelon as our desserts
we enjoy the entertainment together , and play my phone's game together . HAHA .
and something memorable happen in kitchen , haha .
his look when he were washing the plates :D HAHA .
we went to FAIR PARK for long gai , since we've got nothing to do at home .
he fetch me back to the place and wait my sister

28.02 , my first lesson for car . (:
is super excited ! HAHA , this is the first time i drive after i got the L .
and my first time to drive on ROAD , a BUSY ROAD . without mati enjin :D
HAHA , and i met MUNEE in the institut , she was learning car toooooo !
btw , focus on myself , i've my first try to the R and S , road that have to go when having JpJ test (:
so my tung , add oil , do your best
don't get scold by PETER again -.-

GOODBYE FEBRUARY , WELCOME MARCH (:

FUN , with .

2011年2月16日星期三

我 , 你 . ♥

已经一个早上没有收到他的信息 ,
我心里并没有很在乎的感觉 ,
却傻傻的念着他 :$$$
想象着他在哪里在干什么 ,
很忐忑很不安 .
我更害怕得乱想 ,
想起某某人说的话 ,
我不晓得事实是不是像某某人说的一样 ,
如果事实真的是那样的话 ,
我想我也没有什么可以办得到 .
就像当初他一声不响地离开爱他的那个她一样 ,
不留一个原因 ,
不留一个回忆 ,
原因就是他厌恶了 .
他对我的厌恶感应该会远远多于任何一个女生 ,
毕竟我们就这么纠缠了700多天 ,
他得到了他想要的 ,
所以他会慢慢对我厌恶 ,
会离开.
应该是我想的这样 .

SKIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP !

刚才就太无聊 ,
上网看见很多情侣上传了他们在情人节庆祝时的照片 ,
如果我说面对这些照片我点点感觉都没有 ,
就是骗人的 .
人么 , 嫉妒心是一定有的 .
所以也应该很难怪我自己会羡慕会眼红 .
情人节礼物可以免了 ,
渴望的仅仅是有一个爱我的在那一天陪伴着我 ,
我不是没有 ,
只是我拼命的原地踏步 ,
错过了很多很多 ,
就只为了一位不晓得是不是真的爱我在乎我的人
每一遍当我想到这问题 ,
我就会用尽我的傻劲 ,
告诉我自己 :
邓 , 相信你爱的真的是爱你的 , 不要怀疑 , 不要退缩 .
也许这样会很难 , 会彷徨 , 但请你要勇敢 (:
像这样安慰着自己 ,
我就会放松 , 会傻笑
回想过去 ,
我觉得自己变棒了很多 (:
或许因为曾经失去过 ,
才明白失去的痛 ,
明白对方对自己有多重要 .
过去什么小事都会大吵大闹才甘心 ,
现在却忍着忍着什么也不说 .
可是真的有效吗 ?
像我这样把所有事情都忍下来 , 就是对双方都好的方法吗 ?
我只希望 , 我的努力都没有被白费 (:

* 邓吖邓 , 看开点 ! 不准不开心 ! 不准再那么的在乎他 !
睁大眼睛看清楚 , 他不爱你 , 他不爱你 !
对你好是他对每个女生都会做的事 .
在他没有说出任何一句他爱你的话之前 ,
不要再放任何感情在他身上 .
这又是一段过渡期 , 请你务必撑着 .
直到他甘心亲口对你说一句 :
邓 , 其实我比你爱我 , 更爱你


FUN , with .

2011年2月15日星期二

♥ Happy Valentine's 2011 ♥

YAY , a special day open for every couples to celebrate it !
it was VALENTINES DAY
and not only for couples actually , VALENTINES DAY can also celebrate by SINGLES , like me !

hmm , aren't the first year for celebrating SINGLE VALENTINES DAY actually .
but what can i remember is i got a sweet VALENTINES with him on 2010 ,
by exchanging our VALENTINES gift .
i bought a white-t for him , and he bought a long-t for me .
that was our first VALENTINES DAY

what about this year ?
is actually i did not have any idea for this year VALENTINES , is because am not his girlfriend (:
so that when the suprise happened , i really shock with that .
not a big suprise , is just a normal call from him to me , step-on 12 am on 14th FEBRUARY and i get his message .
but then i did not reply him as well as am on upstairs but my phone is on downstairs .
when the phone ranging and i saw his picture on my phone screen , is a call from him
he call me for second time since i miss the first call .
and it was out of my imagination . (:
i cant imagine that i was really pick up a phone call that make by him
seriously , i love the feeling .
that was him , the shy boy , who wanted to be the first that greating me " HAPPY VALENTINES DAY " .
and for sure , he is the FIRST who text me !
i can feel what on his mind , he is care about me , and it was LOVE .

maybe just a kind of FRIEND's LOVE , but , GOD KNOWS ?! right ?
anyway , is very thankful to him , for the simple phone call , it make me feel warm .
but he did not tell me HAPPY VALENTINES by himself in the call :(

is a sucks VALENTINES for me ! :c
SINGLE VALENTINES was really like these !!! doesn't like the feeling ! :/
din't hang out and celebrate , cause what , doesn't want to go out and see those sweet couples on the street .
is normal for girls holding a bouquet of flower or a boy receive some small gift from girls in this day .
will feel envy if i saw those kind of things ! so , better stay at home (:

am learned to play SNOOKER ! that was what i wanted to do for a long time ago
and now i realize it , in this special day (:
my coach was my lovely brother , he aren't a PRO SNOOKER PLAYER .
he just teach us some simple things , like how to hold the cue , what hand style should make , how to shoot , what colour of balls have to shoot ....
was just something easy (:
and after i learned it , we've got a simple match , i meant my brother and i (:
a simple match that did not count the marks , HAHA .
i have shoot few balls into the hole , is a great result for myself !

another good news on this special day is he come back to ipoh jor lerrrrr :D
i think this news is also a good VALENTINE gift for myself .
hmm , even i did not meet with him , but just feel like very close with him !
is only few kilometers away with him
better than he is at few hundred kilometers away from me ! is it ? HAHA .
so ,

WELCOME BACK TO IPOH ,
MY LOVE'S !
and ,

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ,
MY LOVE'S !


* to my love one , thanks for being tolerative to me , am glad to have you by my side in lifes , and so , 愛しています

FUN , with .