♥ HURT ME SOOOOOO BAD ♥

BOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOUNDS THAT HE GONNA GO CLUBBIN TONIGHT :(((
I NOT DARE TO ASK HIM :(
I SCARE I WILL ARGUE WITH HIM AGAIN :(
SINCE LAST TIME HE GO IS WHEN JIAHAN LEAVE HERE
HE PROMISE ME SAID HE WILL NOT GO BARROOM ADY :'(
THIS IS THE PROMISE FROM HIM :)
BUT NOW...
HE GOTTA BROKE THIS PROMISE :(((
BOOOOOOOOOOOOO 9 HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HIS PROMISE ARE NOW WORTHLESS & I WILL NEVER TRUST HIM :(
HE IS A BIG LIAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I KNOW IM NOT HIS GIRL & CANT CARE SO MUCH
BUT SORRY ABOUT THAT I TREAT HIM STILL LIKE A LOVER
SOUNDS THAT HE TODAY GONNA GO CLUBBIN AGAIN
SOME MORE IS GO CLUB9 TIM :(
DISHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!
BEFORE THIS
HE ADMIT TO ME
HE SAID HE LOVE TO KNOW GIRLS
HE LOVE TO CHAT WITH GIRLS
HE LOVE TO LOOK AT GIRLS
SO I WONDER MYSELF SO HATE HIM GO CLUBBIN
THERE ARE HIGH RISK PLACE OKIE ?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A PLACE EASY TO FIND A LENG LUI
A PLACE EASY TO PUMP WATER
I CANT EVEN IMAGINE THAT
HE WILL HUGS OTHER GIRLS
JUST LIKE WHAT WE DID AT BARROOM LAST TIME
I HEARD THAT ISABELLA GAN WILL GO TIM :(
JUST ONE GIRL JOIN WHOLE GANG BOY AR :( !!!!!!!!!
SHIT !!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY DUN WISH HE WILL HUGS OTHERS GIRLS OKIE ?!?!?!?!?
OR EVEN JUST HOLD THE GIRLS IF THEY ARE DRUNK !!!!!!!!!
DISHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FARKIN NO MOOD NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(
SO................
MAY I SAY PLEASE DUN GO TO HIM :(
I KNOW HE SURE WILL GO
HE WILL
HE HURT ME SO BAD :'(

CANT CONTROL MY TEARS FOR FALLING DOWN :'(