♥ YOU HAD JOY ♥

YESTERDAY HE IS GOIN TO BARROOM

WITH WHOLE GANG OF FRIENDS

AND FEW GIRLS

HRM

WHEN HAVIN TUITION THAT TIME

I ASK HIM DUN HUG OTHER GIRLS

HE SAID HE IS NOT THOSE TYPE GEA PEOPLE

BUT I FOUND THIS ::::::::

I SAW MANY PICTURE IS ALSO GOT ISABELLA THERE

I TELL MYSELF I CANT SAD FOR THAT

BUT WHEN I SAW THIS

MY TEARS IS CANT CONTROL FROM FALLIN DOWN

:'(

ANYONE CAN TELL ME ??

IZZIT BOYS WILL DO THESE SUCH THINGS WITH GIRLS WHEN CLUBBING ??

THATS WHY I DUN LIKE HIM GO CLUBBING

AND I SO HATE MYSELF FOR CANT JOIN THEM :'(

YESTERDAY I SMS HIM

HE DIN REPLY

I TOLD MYSELF HE IS PLAYING

AFTER PLAY HE WILL COME BACK MY SIDE

BUT I THINK THAT TIME HE IS ENJOYING WITH HER

JUST LIKE LAST TIME WITH ME

EVERY PHOTO THAT HAVE ISABELLA ALSO GOT HIM

SO....

WHAT MORE EXCUSE FOR ME TO TELL MYSELF HE WUN DO WRONG THINGS ??

KEEP CRYING IS USELESS I KNOW

BUT WHY CANT HE CARE MY FEELING

HE JUST LET HER SLEEP ON HIS SHOULDER

WHY CANT HE IGNORE IT :'(

I NOT DARE TO TELL HIM THIS

HE SURE WILL ANGRY ME AGAIN

SAY ME SMALL GAS & CARE HIM TOO MUCH

SO..

I TOLD MYSELF ~ IS TIME TO QUIT FROM THIS GAME

NEVER LOVE A GUY THAT NOT LOVE ME

NEVER ~

SURRENDER & GIVE UP :'(