first post for 2011 . ♥

is kinda long time i din't update this stupid blog .
hmm , why could it be ? there's the last post is about my grad night .
is actually after that , i got to prepare for my SPM (:
lots of things happen through this days .
is for everything beside by me . no matter is friendship , families , or lover .
it contains lots of happiness , tears , and even some upset feeling .

i got my birthday on 5th of NOVEMBER .
is kinda a sad things that , he totally forget about that !
but luckily , i've got MR.K that always care me like who i am just a little baby (:
hmm , nothing else , is all about that .
celebrate with friends on grad night .
celebrate with families by eating YEOLDE ENGLISH with SECRET RECIPE cake , and i cant even remember what cake is that , is happened few months ago ! SIGH !
and i've got a necklace from MR.K . is a LOVE necklace . seriously , I LOVE IT MUCH ! ♥
but is unfortunenately , i just get a HAPPY BIRTHDAY sending by you thru SMS for me (:
is all about that , my 17 years old birthday ♥

have been sitting for SPM examination on NOVEMBER , is forgotten the date (:
HAHA , have not ready for all subject well , but just try my best to tembak lar .
hmm , is quite regret for not being prepare well for the exam .
lots of happiness and memories have been created by us , i meant everyone of us .
we've got our childhood memories in DR PARK for the first day of the exam .
that was in recess time , we've got 2 hours for the recess , and we've been visit to DR PARK .
and yet , we did to capture lots of photo ♥
so my lovely girls , dont forget about that , that was what we get in the special school days (:
is finally finish the exam on 14th of DECEMBER , relaxing with it , untill now *

the last day on 2010 , 31th of DECEMEBER , another gathering for us .
NO , should say is another gathering for THEM ):
am just stranger :/
how to say ? , they invite our lovely form 4 friends , that was PANGWEIWEI's and her gangs ♥
but is kinda syiok with that , we laugh and we sing in the small room at MOMO STEAMBOAT .
the most unforgetable is drinking beer with DAI LOON , quite CRAZY ♥
after that we get to BARROOM and countdown for the 2011 years .
kinda moody that day , just keep non-stop drinking alcoholic , by standing up to the sofa and dance with my lovely sister ♥
reason ? he will be know that :'(

and came to the first day of 2011 , we have stop to text , i meant me and him .
i cant even get what is on his mind .

anyway , just forget those sadness .

MR.K have been going to KEDAH for attending NS on the second day.
YES , he is the lucky one :D
HAHA , and his botak image was really CUTE ♥
everythings gone smoothly these days .

CHINESE NEW YEAR is started and it was a boring NEW YEAR !
i din't receive much angpao , and din't visit to anyone's house , EXCEPT him ♥
the day was the fourth day in CHINESE NEW YEAR .
he came my house early in the morning , and i had help the lazy guy to polish his nails !
he look happy when he saw his nails was shine !

CHILDISH , but LOVELY ♥

after that , we've been visit to YEE HUP to buy some coffee packs and biscuits .
is just a type of manners for visiting other's house (:
we chat happily there with his families and his relatives ♥
feel like dont have any gaps between us , i meant his families with me . * feel narcissim ? hmm , i've got the same feeling , LMAO ! *

9th of FEBRUARY , the sad day for both of us , the bad news for me .
he is going outstation to MELACCA and SINGAPORE on 10th of FEBRUARY . holidays and works ):
seriously , i feel super duper upset for this , no other reason , just because i know i will be miss him much after he leave !
i cry non-stop when i get this news . and same when i meet with him on 9th FEB .
the tears is cant control at all , 'ya know ?!
he look at my crying face and his tears also fall down , i dont know what , is actually he also the one who doesn't mm seh dak me ? or he just scare himself will be homesick ? or he just feel like wanna cry when he saw me cry badly ?
i hope will be the reason NUMBER ONE ♥
and i didn't gave the lollipop away to him , cause i know we are just friend , like what i had write on his hands and his t-shirt by my finger , ''朋友!'' .
but i think i wouldn't forget what he write on my clothes , ''♥U'' .
is just a shortform , but did that contains any meanings ? was that really his feeling to me ? he is the only one that know the answer .
he called me when he is waiting the train at railway station , what he said was just make me feel like he is totally missing me , caring me , and loving me .
i cry again when he is advising me to take care myself .
seriously , i miss him in everysecond , everyminute , everyhour , everyday , since the day you leave . ♥

13th of FEBRUARY , have the first dating with his sister , SHAN ♥
the purpose we date is to buy valentines' gift and mimi birthday's gift .
is secret for the valentines' gift (:
we went to ELIANTO and buy that don't know what brand's set of facial things for mimi ♥
is shared by both of us , SHAN and me (:
and after this we went to KOPITIAM for our lunch .
met JIA HUI and his girl at there , really SHOCK when receive his text :D
chatting for lots of topics with the sor poooo ♥
is chat all about him , and yet , i got lots of story about him from SHAN .
from he is in standard six , secondary school and even the latest story about him (:
there's something make me feel mad , but just forget that ,

is all PAST TENSE ♥

after that we take taxi back to SHAN's house and hand in the gift to mimi .
i hope mimi love that , i think she does , from her sweet smily face ♥
is continue chat with SHAN , non-stop ! i wonder why we got so many to chat ?! :D
and i cry again when i go in to his sleeping room , is full of our memories .
i can imagine that everythings that have been happened in this room .
the days when he and me are sitting in the room chatting , watching tv , studying for SPM , is everything !! ♥
but now he had leave , without any message for me in this two days .
the room was still looking like the same , but he is not in the house , don't even say the room ):
in addition , SHAN ! who are the story talker , keep ask me imagine he is sleeping on the bed , MY GOSH ! :/ *cry more non-stop at there ! *
and we found many things that about him . including the photo album which is full of his photo .

actually , am really lucky enough ♥
i've got mimi support me , i've got ah boy support me , i've got SHAN support me ♥
satisfy even if i lose him when the result is coming out ! (:
they treat me as well as they can , am really happy with that , is really touchable with that .

and lastly , i would like to tell him that , * if he really got read this *
i do miss you much these days ♥
i will wait you come back and give you a big huggies ! *guji guji piakkkk (: *

FULLY SUPPORT ♥

FUN , with ♥ .