first post for 2011 . ♥

is kinda long time i din't update this stupid blog .
hmm , why could it be ? there's the last post is about my grad night .
is actually after that , i got to prepare for my SPM (:
lots of things happen through this days .
is for everything beside by me . no matter is friendship , families , or lover .
it contains lots of happiness , tears , and even some upset feeling .

i got my birthday on 5th of NOVEMBER .
is kinda a sad things that , he totally forget about that !
but luckily , i've got MR.K that always care me like who i am just a little baby (:
hmm , nothing else , is all about that .
celebrate with friends on grad night .
celebrate with families by eating YEOLDE ENGLISH with SECRET RECIPE cake , and i cant even remember what cake is that , is happened few months ago ! SIGH !
and i've got a necklace from MR.K . is a LOVE necklace . seriously , I LOVE IT MUCH ! ♥
but is unfortunenately , i just get a HAPPY BIRTHDAY sending by you thru SMS for me (:
is all about that , my 17 years old birthday ♥

have been sitting for SPM examination on NOVEMBER , is forgotten the date (:
HAHA , have not ready for all subject well , but just try my best to tembak lar .
hmm , is quite regret for not being prepare well for the exam .
lots of happiness and memories have been created by us , i meant everyone of us .
we've got our childhood memories in DR PARK for the first day of the exam .
that was in recess time , we've got 2 hours for the recess , and we've been visit to DR PARK .
and yet , we did to capture lots of photo ♥
so my lovely girls , dont forget about that , that was what we get in the special school days (:
is finally finish the exam on 14th of DECEMBER , relaxing with it , untill now *

the last day on 2010 , 31th of DECEMEBER , another gathering for us .
NO , should say is another gathering for THEM ):
am just stranger :/
how to say ? , they invite our lovely form 4 friends , that was PANGWEIWEI's and her gangs ♥
but is kinda syiok with that , we laugh and we sing in the small room at MOMO STEAMBOAT .
the most unforgetable is drinking beer with DAI LOON , quite CRAZY ♥
after that we get to BARROOM and countdown for the 2011 years .
kinda moody that day , just keep non-stop drinking alcoholic , by standing up to the sofa and dance with my lovely sister ♥
reason ? he will be know that :'(

and came to the first day of 2011 , we have stop to text , i meant me and him .
i cant even get what is on his mind .

anyway , just forget those sadness .

MR.K have been going to KEDAH for attending NS on the second day.
YES , he is the lucky one :D
HAHA , and his botak image was really CUTE ♥
everythings gone smoothly these days .

CHINESE NEW YEAR is started and it was a boring NEW YEAR !
i din't receive much angpao , and din't visit to anyone's house , EXCEPT him ♥
the day was the fourth day in CHINESE NEW YEAR .
he came my house early in the morning , and i had help the lazy guy to polish his nails !
he look happy when he saw his nails was shine !

CHILDISH , but LOVELY ♥

after that , we've been visit to YEE HUP to buy some coffee packs and biscuits .
is just a type of manners for visiting other's house (:
we chat happily there with his families and his relatives ♥
feel like dont have any gaps between us , i meant his families with me . * feel narcissim ? hmm , i've got the same feeling , LMAO ! *

9th of FEBRUARY , the sad day for both of us , the bad news for me .
he is going outstation to MELACCA and SINGAPORE on 10th of FEBRUARY . holidays and works ):
seriously , i feel super duper upset for this , no other reason , just because i know i will be miss him much after he leave !
i cry non-stop when i get this news . and same when i meet with him on 9th FEB .
the tears is cant control at all , 'ya know ?!
he look at my crying face and his tears also fall down , i dont know what , is actually he also the one who doesn't mm seh dak me ? or he just scare himself will be homesick ? or he just feel like wanna cry when he saw me cry badly ?
i hope will be the reason NUMBER ONE ♥
and i didn't gave the lollipop away to him , cause i know we are just friend , like what i had write on his hands and his t-shirt by my finger , ''朋友!'' .
but i think i wouldn't forget what he write on my clothes , ''♥U'' .
is just a shortform , but did that contains any meanings ? was that really his feeling to me ? he is the only one that know the answer .
he called me when he is waiting the train at railway station , what he said was just make me feel like he is totally missing me , caring me , and loving me .
i cry again when he is advising me to take care myself .
seriously , i miss him in everysecond , everyminute , everyhour , everyday , since the day you leave . ♥

13th of FEBRUARY , have the first dating with his sister , SHAN ♥
the purpose we date is to buy valentines' gift and mimi birthday's gift .
is secret for the valentines' gift (:
we went to ELIANTO and buy that don't know what brand's set of facial things for mimi ♥
is shared by both of us , SHAN and me (:
and after this we went to KOPITIAM for our lunch .
met JIA HUI and his girl at there , really SHOCK when receive his text :D
chatting for lots of topics with the sor poooo ♥
is chat all about him , and yet , i got lots of story about him from SHAN .
from he is in standard six , secondary school and even the latest story about him (:
there's something make me feel mad , but just forget that ,

is all PAST TENSE ♥

after that we take taxi back to SHAN's house and hand in the gift to mimi .
i hope mimi love that , i think she does , from her sweet smily face ♥
is continue chat with SHAN , non-stop ! i wonder why we got so many to chat ?! :D
and i cry again when i go in to his sleeping room , is full of our memories .
i can imagine that everythings that have been happened in this room .
the days when he and me are sitting in the room chatting , watching tv , studying for SPM , is everything !! ♥
but now he had leave , without any message for me in this two days .
the room was still looking like the same , but he is not in the house , don't even say the room ):
in addition , SHAN ! who are the story talker , keep ask me imagine he is sleeping on the bed , MY GOSH ! :/ *cry more non-stop at there ! *
and we found many things that about him . including the photo album which is full of his photo .

actually , am really lucky enough ♥
i've got mimi support me , i've got ah boy support me , i've got SHAN support me ♥
satisfy even if i lose him when the result is coming out ! (:
they treat me as well as they can , am really happy with that , is really touchable with that .

and lastly , i would like to tell him that , * if he really got read this *
i do miss you much these days ♥
i will wait you come back and give you a big huggies ! *guji guji piakkkk (: *

FULLY SUPPORT ♥

FUN , with ♥ .

Grad Night @ Syuen - 28102010

a memorable day :)

every form 5 students in our school waiting this day ...

that was our GRADUATION NIGHT ♥

held at SYUEN HOTEL fall on 28102010 ..

before the day ..

we always chit-chat about what to wear and what to bring when having school ..

we hang out together to buy dinner dress ..

everyone enjoy the process and sure the result too ..

finally the day came ..............!!!!!

we totally get crazy for it ♥

including me :)

early in the morning wake up and look at the clock ..

oiyo ~ 0730 ... still have to wait a long time ):

watch tv untill 1130 , is time to prepare =DD yipeeee ♥

bath jor then go saloon gao dim my hair ..

hmm ... i love one of the style that show in the magazine !

but that is for short fringe ! mine one hyper long ...

finally the stylist help me cut it ): wuwu .... my fringe ..

but at the end we din follow the style in the magazine ..

just simply gam clip my fringe up , that's better !!!! ♥

it means ..... my fringe 白白牺牲了 !!!! ahhhhhhh .. T^T

OMFG ... sibeh ugly with the short fringe !

after settle the hair . my makeup artist help me make up ban leng leng :)

my makeup artist - TUNGSOOKFONG ♥

raining wert ! rosak our happy feeling ady !

im getting late because of the heavy rain !

i suppose to reach SECRET RECIPE before 1600 ..

but i reach there around 1630 ):

im so sorry to all my lovely friends that waiting for almost 1 hour ...

just to celebrate my birthday .. anyway ..

thanks all for attend my birthday party even it had been cancel-ed ..

the graduation party start around 1730 ..

im sad for cant met sozai and show him how lovely am i ♥

he will shock and praise me if he saw me :) i guess ....

spend 1 hour plus to listen those stupid speech ..

wasted laaa .. everyone is busy for taking photo ... no one will bother the speech !

after the speech still have to ban jiong tim ! bosan betul !

eating session start after that .. we go SECRET RECIPE to get back the cake - moist chocolate cake :)

we are going to celebrate inside the ballroom ! how proud was it (:

there's some performance by student ... everyone enjoy that !

and there's a competiton that to choose MR & MS BEST MODEL , MR & MS WELL-DRESSING , MR & MS GOODWILL ...

every boys or girls that take part on it are all lengzai lenglui ♥

while waiting the result , they help me celebrate the birthday :D

ETSIM , thegirl , SUSHI , ERIC , SHAHKIR .

KEVIN CHIN was at the back :)

they are also the participants of the competition .

YWEI , YEIN , CHYI , HOOI , thegirl , LOON ♥

thanks alot GIRLS ! for giving me a nice birthday .

friendship forever & ever :)

am the SHAU XING LUI ♥

awww ♥ they kiss me :$

by singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY song loudly !!! :$

the reason they sing loudly is give me face lar ..

but am feeling kinda shy of it !

because THENG was the shau xing lui in that day too ..

they sing so loudly was just want to battle with THENG's gang !

felt quite sorry to THENG ! she was the real shau xing lui but im not :D

btw , is enjoy the feeling :D

first time got so many people involve in my birthday party ♥ kinda sweet !

thanks alot to all my lovely jimui ^^ and all my brothers ^^ and sure my friends too :D

for me , that day was not only GRADUATION DAY ..

but was a memorable birthday party for myself :)

my 17 years old birthday party , i do i will remember it ! ♥

the result come out after the birthday celebration and lucky draw ~

the winner for MR & MS BEST MODEL is -

MR WONG YEW MENG and MS TAI CHIN YEE *clap clap hand *

the winner for MR & MS WELL-DRESSING is -

MR YAP KAH CHUN and MS NG POH KEI * congratz *

the winner for MR & MS GOODWILL is -

MR PHAN CHUN KIT and MS LIM QIAO YEE * aww..hooray *

hmmm..the party was going to end :)

but before that there's a dance for everyone of us ..

that the dance about our graduation theme : FREEDOM ♥

every students have been invite to dance by queue up form :)

phewww .. how funny was it C:

we still think out the idea to shout out our class name ..

as we want to join up everyone in our class to take a photo - QUEN GAR FUK !

HAHA ~ we did it !

it start from ME , WANCHYI , KAILOON :)

and some had join .. then we all together shout again ..

and some had heard that .. and join us .. we shout again :D

shout untill all member in 5S3 are in the same place ..

everyone posing ~ * chik chak chik chak * many flash light are facing to us ...

was a happy class and i admit that WE ARE SO BEKERJASAMA ♥

and everyone was looking at us while we are taking picture .

we knew :) they jealous !!!

because no more form 5 classes do that . just the special us - 5S3 ! ♥

may thanks to myself , the idea girl :D

and all who are shouted 5S3 ♥

finally ... the end of the party ... everyone sad for that ...

some have leave the ballroom but some still taking picture with others ..

im also the one who still busying find other friends to take picture :)

ahaaa :) nice memories .. everyone had enjoy that ..

not only the students but the teachers too :D

GOOD LUCK to all SPM students ..

may god bless us to get a flying colours for our exam :)

and wish that everyone will have a nice future ♥

well , everything end :)

except our FRIENDSHIP ♥ that will never end .

the NOVEMBER girl ♥

simple word , shows the deeply LOVE ♥

These day are about to end
Do you still remember on that day
When we walked into the school
With all kinds of feeling
It was the first day of school
When our young friendship started to grow
From stranger to friend
From friend to best friend
Hope the friendship will never end
Thank you for being my friend
For giving me much comfort
Every time i feel alone
I'll be thinking of you
No matter what
You always there for me
I'll never forget
Wonderful times that we have been through
Although time passes swiftly each day
May our friendship continue to grow
Forever and ever~~~ :' )

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there's ... a video posted by TECKYIN ...
and the description there .. i copy down and post it .
i look through the video and there's some tears rolling in my eyes ..
the video is about their photos that take in their class .
and some wishes from their teachers .
can feel that there's got lot of happiness in their school life ..
maybe they have been stay in the same classes with same gang of friends for two years ..
but their friendship is same like families , that had been stay for not only two years ..
every pictures in the video had no meaning for me ..
but there's lot of story behind the pictures .
and only they will know that what the story behind there .
they play together , they smile together , they hug each other .
no one can und that how deep was their friendship in their heart .
and i think lot of things when i watching the video ...
i cant even imagine that how was their friendship growth in such environment .
i means the boy school environment ...
but finally i know that after i watched their video .
that was some kind of feeling that i will never get in my school .
so ........ finally i think it clearly ~
i wun be force my lovely boy anymore ...
because of the precious love between their brother .
is much more precious than the love between you and me (:
so i would respect your decision that you choose your friendship but not me .
is okie .. i might leave you go .. because .. I LOVE YOU ..
i want to see your smiley face than your bitter face ..

there's only one can alive ...

is either FRIENDSHIP or LOVE ..

so .... will be find a new target again .

and im not qualified to be your girl , since your friends will dislike me .

wish you all the best , find a new girl that everyone of your friends will say gratz to you .

bieeeee , I LOVE YOU .

* specially thanks to TECKYIN , help me lot about the way to download video . the silly guy TECKYIN , kinda CUTE ! try download , still want to wait it download finish and see either can watch or not ... hmm . such a good friend ♥ thanks lot TECKYIN (: but sorry that . i din download the video and post it up . HAHAHA ! sorry , sanfu saiiii ~

i owned you , but you aren't mine .

_MONDAY_
there's .... we enjoy THE CHILD'S EYES !!
how great was it !!!!! AWESOME (:
not meant the story but was the feeling - that can watch movie with youuu ♥
long time din hang out with you . HAHA .
receive ur text after dismiss . hence meet you at parade .
and YOU ~ the naughty cat !!!!! cheat me said ticket SOLD OUT .
sad sei me .. gao dou ngor binzui jor ♥
but when you saw me binzui jau take out the ticket (: make me smile back ~
lalala ... enjoy the kaya balls with you (: awwww . how sweet ♥
enjoy THE CHILD'S EYES inside the cinema there ..
you hold my hand tight when i scared by the movie . ngek ngek !
back home after the movies (:

_TUESDAY_

ahaaaa . ponteng school (: went out around 12+ .
go parade walk jor awhile . bought some books .
meet you after that and go pasar bought jor somethings (: mwhahaaaa .
back home after that .


_WEDNESDAY_
ponteng again (: have to tuition ..
after tuition having dinner at WONG KOK , DE GARDEN ..

bieeee , next time your turn to bring me go har ♥

_THURSDAY_
ponteng againnnnn .. waiting your coming to my house .
HAHA ! you look so MAN when you park your car and walk inside my house ♥
OMG ! love youuuu much and much ~
enjoy the moment in house and going out for lunch around 1+ .
i tell you i wanna eat PAN MEE . you said you wanna eat that tooooo (:
but we find mm dou any delicious gea PAN MEE tim .
then you jau bring me go WOOLEY eat lur .
back your house after that and sleep on your bed .. with YOU ♥
close the blanket , hug your baobao , and sleep on your chest .
opps .... sweeeeeeeeeeeet boom ♥ lalala (:
go tuition by your car . family feels !!!
but ..... we start argue again ... T^T ...
because of the girl !!! the FOX !!! boooo . hate her 99 !

oh hell please listen here the fucker FOX , he is mine !!!!!!!!!!!! please don't show your fucking ugly face to him !!!! don't you think you're pretty ?!?! PERASAN ~ please laaaa . he is looking at me , not YOU ... tiuuuuuu ~ oh hell , told you that , he hate your fucking face toooooooo !

skippppp that !! fucking angry !!

_FRIDAY_
back to school again . kinda miss my jimuiii (:
happen a fucking angry things !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that the stupid teacher , oh hell , tuduh kita still want to marah kita !!!
BUGIMA !!! i can swear that i din do any wrongs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and now .... wun talk with this teacher again .
kinda admire him , but now , HATE him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cry badly on the way to tuition centre . cause need you at my side tam me .
but you just leave me alone , and never care me ):
no one stand at my side is okie , but why you treat me like that also .
you never care my feeling , it worst than everything !
thats the reason why we argue again . it totally make me feel upset ....
bieeee , don't you know the feeling that when you need the one but the one din care you ?
you're strong enough but i'm not ! not everyone strong like you .


_SATURDAY_
everything back to normal but we argue again .
and finally i putus our relationship .
nothing and nobody can change your mind , even the girl TUNGSOOKFUN .
is okie .... you said we BROKE again . i answered we never WALK TOGETHER .
is you told me that i'm not your's girlfriend . so just ....... FORGET THAT .
friends are still the most important to you .
so how about me ? stay at your side without any position ?
just a friend but you hug me kiss me .. so who am i ?!
i should listen to KEVIN , he's right . and i'm regret for din't listen to him .
it totally make myself hurt badly ~
the last chance for it , i'm gonna wait untill the day i born ..
you may think clearly our relationship , am your friend ? or your girlfriend ?
or else , i will put you down , forget you , and find a boy who love me care me ♥

remember that : you owe me PAN MEE and SEE-SAW ♥

bieeeeee , don't ya know ?!

I LOVE YOU MUCH ~

AND MUCH ~

AND MUCH ~

parade with NgWanChyi ♥ .

going to parade on 16/10 .

with my lovely jimuiii NGWANCHYI ♥

we met at bus station then together take bus to PARADE .

lots of people there . everyone is waiting their idols - RAYMOND LAM ♥

not mine but after i met him . hmm .

Oh Yesssssss Yessssss Yesssssss .. my idols tooooo !! HAHA .

but BOSCO still the one i love . ♥ lalalala (:

hmm . reach there then we go watson bought some makeup things .

i dun know that . just accompany the girl and give her comment .

receive MR.K text and he told me he got go parade toooooooo .

but din meet him laaa . just text seje lur . takde face jumpe dia ):

after that we go kbox but full ..

wanna watch THE CHILD'S EYES but full ..

niamaaaaa get butt butt . then we jau go walk walk walk and chat .

no suitable gea clothes to buy . so sad :'(

1400 , RAYMOND LAM reached .

both of us stand on the fence on third floor . outside kbox there .

saw dou HIM walk on the stage and we both jau crazy jor . HAHA .

keep shout " arrr . hou leng zai arrrr ! " Oh Myyyy . so paiseh tim ~

is hungry then . enjoy SHILIN's snacks at food court . and honeydew juice . ♥

saw MR.K . WIN . GARY . CKJ in food court . but din look at them laaaa .

memang talak face lur . dun know wert .

just feel like i HURT him more that he LOVE me . hmmm .

skipppp this .. ahemmmm !

after eat finish we go downstairs infront stage there .

stand there and look at HIM . take many photos there .

meet LEOJIEHUI after that . he feel shy when i try to push him towards NGWANCHYI .

ahahaaaa . so funny wert when he had a tomatoes face !

after the photography session end . we run to the escalator there .

the escalator at the florist shop .

HIS car was just stop at the the carpark outside the florist shop !!!

NGWANCHYI ask me whether got other entries to the carpark or not wer .

then i hold HER hands run run run ........

run from ELIANTO to LEVI'S to SUSHI KING .

then run outside KOPITIAM to the carpark .

everyone is looking at us !! shy* HAHA

i think their OS might be " woiiii . seee the two girls . run so fast dun know for what ! "

wowwww ! we saw HIS car there !!! in the carpark !

plat number WTA 9399 if not mistaken ~

then we jau saw HE coming down with a gang of fans behind .

walao ehhh ~ HE slightly look at us with a lovely smile and said " THANKEW , BYE " ♥ ~

phewwww . that's enough to sot sei us jor ! ♥

first time so crazy to chase a STAR lur (: mwhahaha .

what an unforgetable memories with the girl NGWANCHYI ! ♥

after that we sit at KOPITIAM rest . run dou very tired arrr ~

so paiseh lur . dua gadis lari macam ni . HAHA

HEY GIRLS ! KAN KAMU BERDUA DI IPOH PARADE ~ MANY FRIENDS WILL ATTEND PARADE FOR SHOPPING AND FOR THEIR IDOL GAR ! ALLAH . RUN LIKE THAT WOR ~ GIVE OTHER FRIENDS SAW DOU JAU NO FACE JOR ~ T.T

hmmm . but just forget that ~ HIS lovely smiling is worth enough ♥

after rest we visit for some shoes to buy . for my grad night (:

hmm . bought a pair of 4 inches heels . quite cantik .

but i think that's not suit for my dress . nevermind lur .

just think that as my birthday present for myself ♥ sayang sayang*

weeeewitttt . around 4+ jau back home lur (:

what a happy day . BEST !

thanks NGWANCHYI . for giving me a nice memories with her .

♥_ FRIENDSHIP FOREVER _♥